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07 February 2006
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i'm lost. i'm so lost. nothing ever felt worst.firstly, i think i lost what respectively belong to me. and i don't think i'm ever gonna say anything to the teacher. he won't be able to help me, i'm sure. secondly, i know people are talking about me,behind my back. and it's not nice, you know. you hurt my feelings. and you know you do. i've been housing all these doubts and insecurity. i've given up. on myself, and everything else. nad, i just want to tell you, i'm not mad at man. it's just, he said something, which just shook me hard. "kau tak tau die sak. die strong sak maser pri sch." [ you duno her. she's strong during pri sch. ] that.. made me realise, how, i've lost the strength in me, the strength i once had, someting i was so proud of. he made me realise, i've became so weak. very. the tears i've shed, has done nothing to cheer me up. these tears no longer mean anything. everything is still in the heart, nothing is going away. it's staying. to haunt me. thanks for tell me how strong i was back then, and making me realise, i'm nothing now, so weak. almost insignificant. |
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nor liyana mohd khalis.i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem. jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama. wishlist
an arsenal jersey please.to watch a play. tagboard
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